By Colleen Foley
I’d nearly broken my thumb on Seth’s jaw
and I was pissed about him using my blood again. But silently fuming
wasn’t productive.
“OK Salem, help me out. There was a webpage
and a loom, some ugly-ass music, and now we’re gonna kill something.
What I don’t know is where that something is. Do you? ”
His grin was merciless.
“I do. I traced the IP address of the website. We’re going to a new age shop called The Brightest Lamp, in Detroit.”
Punching him again would result only in a pair of nearly broken thumbs.
I kept driving.
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Wednesday, July 29, 2015
Friday, July 24, 2015
Reparation
NOTE: This is an outtake from Seth's time away from Nate. It contains some sexual references and takes place in a dungeon. If this is not your sort of thing, look away.
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Bruised knees on cold stone, sheen of sweat – no blood, not
yet –the cloying scent of ylang ylang, and taste of bitter cherry had memories
combining with current sensation until I could not recall having been anywhere
else but here. Here, where the sound was muted by thick walls and old spells.
Here, where I would be shackled whether my wrists were free or not.
They were most certainly not. You can say many things about Sybil and the
place she runs, but she is not careless. My palms were wrapped to keep me from
slicing them open with my nails. The strip of silk around and over my mouth
would only tighten if I tried to work my tongue free. And the alchemy required
to create my bindings was both delicate and effective.
She’d left me alone after the last session. I didn’t know
how long it had been, nor when she would return. It was when, not if. She could
no more resist me than I could resist coming back to this place. I like to
pretend I can escape, be truly free, but it’s nigh impossible for me to find
this sort of release anywhere else. For all our differences over the years,
Sybil knows me – where to push, how deep to go before pulling back, when it’s
safer to retreat no matter how restrained I am. The things I’ve done without
control or comprehension are better left untold.
I was contemplating breaking the chains – or trying to –
when the barest hint of footsteps reached me. Not Sybil, then. She always came with a
hesitant determination. This was a lazy step, confident, almost bored. I felt
like I should know it, should recognize the energy that heralded the arrival of
my…visitor? companion? I wouldn’t know until told. It was part of the bargain,
the price for solace and information. I kept my gaze on the floor.
“Did it never occur to you to get therapy?”
I closed my eyes. Why
her, damn it?
“Not just you, of course. Your brother, too. Maybe couple’s
therapy, so you can work out why you have this continuous cycle of mutually
inflicted damage.”
I ground my teeth against a reply. As bait went, my relationship with Nate was
too easy.
“Do you want me to hurt you?”
Please. I shook my head. She should have to work for
it, just as I would.
“Such a poor liar. Except when your life depends on it, of
course. This? Just a little light torture to soothe your injured spirit. Not
nearly powerful enough to make you give up your truth.”
She was right, of course. But she already knew everything
about me – or everything she would need to judge me. Another woman in my life
who was a guaranteed ‘when, not if’, only this one would kill me eventually.
Sybil had threatened to tell me how I die. I had declined.
Kaia had simply told me she would be the one to rend my soul
- such as it is – from my body the
second I step over some line only she can see. That I will do it has never been
in question.
“I know you want me to pick up that whip. Nothing so light
as a crop for you. No, you require real pain to open you up. This place holds
so many ways to cause you reparable harm. Naturally, you gravitate to it.”
I swallowed hard. She tilted my head up and licked the
desperation from the corner of my mouth.
“Ask me to hurt you,” she whispered.
The gag kept me from requesting my doom. She removed it.
Before I could utter a spell, her mouth was on mine. There
was nothing sexual about it. She simply wanted to give me time to think. I knew
who she would rather be tasting, and the thought kept me from pleading for her
to let loose on me. The moment I realized that, I went still and she pulled back.
“So, you have both sense and a moral code, however mutable and
fluid. You may live a while yet.”
“Depends on which prophesy you believe.” My jaw ached.
“Try to use your new-found knowledge to bespell me, and all
those prophecies will turn to ash.”
I had no doubt that I would follow suit. We’d burned more
than one place down together. “Why are you here?”
“Curiosity, mostly.” She circled me, trailed her fingers
across my shoulders, breathed in my scent.
I fought to remain still, remembering the last time she had
laid hands on me. Second to last, actually, but saving my life wasn’t nearly as
exciting for her as torturing me had been.
As if she could read my mind, her nails turned to talons,
lightly scoring my flesh, enough for welts, not cuts. “Your fear and
desire are so sweet. You could become an addiction.”
“You’re too careful for that.” And I’m not the one you want.
She laughed. “True.”
I felt sick, thinking I’d said the second part aloud.
“You risk much, returning here when this refuge is known to so
many of your enemies.”
“None more dangerous than those here who care for me.”
“Also true. Mostly.”
“Why are you here?” I asked again.
She sighed. “To free you. Exorcise your inner demons, or
whatever has you trapped in your own head, and then get back out there. You
don’t have much time left.”
“For what?”
Her smile was brilliant and disturbing. “You know better
than to ask. You won’t even bargain with your soothsayer for that much. And yet
you feel the pull.” She tugged on my chains – to check that they held, not loosen them. “I will help you forget and remember.”
She opened and closed compartments that should have been
hidden from all eyes but Sybil’s – and mine. I had not always been the one
kneeling. I knew the rattle of items in a particular box, the quality of
near-silence when one of the finer cases was opened. Some things are delicate,
made for only the most exquisite pain. My heart pounded, cock stiffening in anticipation.
I never thought I wanted what would come out of that box, and I never did until
it was in use; my body remembered and betrayed me every time.
She closed it with a click, leaving me to wonder if she’d
taken out the object or put it away. I desperately wanted a drink – whiskey if
possible, but water would do.
“Breathe, Seth.” Kaia stood behind me, not too close. “And
again. You need to find your center.”
“In a goddamned labyrinth,” I muttered.
The first blow struck. I breathed through it.
“A flogger? Really?” I taunted.
The second blow made me gasp.
“I told you to mind your breathing.”
The third blow almost knocked me to the ground. I balled my
fists and sank back on my haunches. I could practically hear her smile at the
challenge.
The steady thunk of heavy tails, the familiar heat of the
sting, the subtle scent of well-loved leather – I focused on these as she found
a rhythm. As soon as I became accustomed, she changed it. I doubt I could have swung with that power
for long. But then, she’s so much more than I am.
I had forgotten my place in the world of monsters. She
reminded me.
I couldn’t tell you how long it took me to fall. The cold
slate floor was blessing, if not relief. She changed position but not tempo,
the tresses striking true again and again until there was nothing but the rise
and fall of the flogger, the rise and fall of my chest, the sound of strikes
against tenderized flesh.
Eventually, I cracked, as she knew I would. She didn’t stop
then, as I knew she would not.
Time lost meaning. Thoughts fled. Numb to the pain of the
body, I was free to release the agony I’d held inside for so long. Sobbing, I
raised my fist.
She pulled the last blow, so only a feather light touch
grazed my skin.
Then my short and slender tormentor unlocked my wrists,
picked me up as if I weighed no more than a child, and carried me to my own bedroom. There were more shadows than
dim light, a grace note on top of the comfort of fresh linens. Kaia set me
down, then crawled onto the bed to cradle my head in her lap.
My tears fell on her thigh. “I couldn’t save her. ”
She stroked my hair. “I know.”
“I couldn’t save Nate, either.”
“That’s not your job. Not for either of them.”
“But I should have…should have been able.”
She kissed my forehead, my cheek. “No, darling. You couldn’t. Not the first
time, nor the second. Even you have limits.”
She slid to the side, let me lie face down and soak the
blanket with regrets. It didn’t matter that she was right and I knew it. I
still felt I had failed those I loved.
Cool hands gently applied a salve, the scent as much a balm
as the herbs and minor magic worked into the ointment. She offered me comfort
and truth, both more difficult to take than the skilled lashing I’d endured. I
shuddered as the full weight of her words and deed became clear.
She had known where to find me and what I needed to be able
to hear her. If she were anyone else, I might have fallen in love on the spot.
I wisely kept that thought to myself. It’s not a good idea to become enamored
of a Fury. They know too much without asking.
In other words, Nate was royally screwed. I kept that to
myself, too.
“Why not the whip?” I finally asked, rolling to my side.
She lowered her head and gave me a kiss that almost
convinced me to throw aside fraternal consideration and common sense. Almost.
“The first time we met, I took your scars away and gave you
a souvenir. I won’t willingly shed your blood again.”
“Unless you have to,” I corrected.
Her eyes flashed indigo-black. If I’d blinked, I would have
missed it.
“Don’t make me have to, Seth. Think very, very carefully
about the paths you might take.” She smiled at me, appearing as close to human
as she can. “Preferably before you head down them.”
“I’ll do my best.”
She kissed me, platonic this time, and nodded. “Your very
best is required.”
She stood. “Are you settled? Do you need anything?”
So many things, but none I’d ask of her.
She shook her head, as if I’d listed them. “Shall I send you
a midnight snack?”
We both knew she wasn’t offering food. “Only if it’s serving itself and not Sybil.
No coercion, no cost attached.”
“I’d be surprised if you were awake by the time a volunteer
could be found.”
I sat up gingerly. “I’m full of surprises.”
Her laugh echoed through the stone room as she closed the
door to my sanctuary.
I found a cloth to wipe my salt-stained cheeks. Despite what she thought, I would not be
waiting long at all.
Thursday, July 16, 2015
Ricochet
Pain erupted, a porcupine kiss blossoming across
my jaw. Nate’s second blow didn’t land, and it took all his skill to
maintain control of the car, as energy directed at me jammed into him
instead.
“What the fuck was that?” he snarled.
“Self-defense. Probably best if you don’t hit me again.”
“I had good reason.”
“So did I. To disentangle you from the spell weaving, I needed a blood connection. I know you hate it, but I’ve seen you possessed before. I would fight through seven hells to prevent that from happening again.”
Mollified, he nodded. “Let’s go kill something.”
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“What the fuck was that?” he snarled.
“Self-defense. Probably best if you don’t hit me again.”
“I had good reason.”
“So did I. To disentangle you from the spell weaving, I needed a blood connection. I know you hate it, but I’ve seen you possessed before. I would fight through seven hells to prevent that from happening again.”
Mollified, he nodded. “Let’s go kill something.”
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Friday, July 10, 2015
Thick as a Brick
No sleep, fast food, and the smell of
industrial cleaner Nate had employed on the previously blood-spattered
dashboard had me hating the car’s interior. Classic rock tapes – the
legacy of his misspent youth in constant rotation – were not helping.
“It occurs to me you’re a lot stronger now,” Nate said casually.
I twitched like a mouse mid-field with a hawk dropping fast. “Little bit, yeah.”
“Did you take my blood from the car?”
“No.”
“So the smear on your fingers was from when I was out.”
I always forget how well he can punch and drive at the same time.
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“It occurs to me you’re a lot stronger now,” Nate said casually.
I twitched like a mouse mid-field with a hawk dropping fast. “Little bit, yeah.”
“Did you take my blood from the car?”
“No.”
“So the smear on your fingers was from when I was out.”
I always forget how well he can punch and drive at the same time.
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Tuesday, July 07, 2015
Same Old Song and Dance
by Colleen Foley
Coming back had been …turbulent, at best. The music had changed on the way down, from piano to something like a wheezy organ. It played the same phrase over and again, like a tape loop. There’d been a voice beneath it, shouting like a carnival hawker, and it had pissed me off.
I forgot to tell Seth about it when he mentioned that someone was trying to kill us.
“Oh goody, something new and different for us."
He hauled me off the floor, shrugging in resignation. “Don’t look now, Nate, but I’m beginning to think that’s our legacy. Let’s go.”
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Coming back had been …turbulent, at best. The music had changed on the way down, from piano to something like a wheezy organ. It played the same phrase over and again, like a tape loop. There’d been a voice beneath it, shouting like a carnival hawker, and it had pissed me off.
I forgot to tell Seth about it when he mentioned that someone was trying to kill us.
“Oh goody, something new and different for us."
He hauled me off the floor, shrugging in resignation. “Don’t look now, Nate, but I’m beginning to think that’s our legacy. Let’s go.”
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Thursday, July 02, 2015
Tug of War
Nate arched, then slumped. I glanced at the
loom – a dull outline, white background – before checking his pulse.
Slow but steady, like the times he’d vegetate after a bender, eyes
half-closed, mouth half-open.
“Forgive my trespass,” I murmured, squeezing one of many scrapes for the barest drop of his blood, so I could see what he had.
And hear it. Not piano, cheap organ. The spell pulled at me. I pulled back. Hard. The image faded, too late for the caster.
I snapped Nate’s tether, waking him.
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“Forgive my trespass,” I murmured, squeezing one of many scrapes for the barest drop of his blood, so I could see what he had.
And hear it. Not piano, cheap organ. The spell pulled at me. I pulled back. Hard. The image faded, too late for the caster.
I snapped Nate’s tether, waking him.
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